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Over and Over
I sit here and wonder
Why does this continue to happen?
Replaying the scenes in my mind
Over and over again
Putting myself in crazy situations
Same thing, different day
Driving myself insane
Does it have to be this way?
Making stupid choices
Trying to go with the flow
Switching up my style
To see what works for me
I question and analyze
Breaking it down, trying to make sense of it
Always asking “Why me?”
What is it I cannot see?
Maybe I’m naïve
Maybe I just want to believe
Why does this happen to me
Over and over repeatedly?
Quiana Swinson is a poet from Philly. Her work has been published in two books and four online magazines.
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